Alina — Nothing I Am

Slipping undercover
Childhood bed window shutters
Door cracked, let the light in
Still shadows consume everything
Listen to dusty records
Journaling 'til I can't form letters
Here you come, yelling again
Wish I was mean, not forgiving

Hang my pride, waste my time on your negligence
Use your praise, like a drug, it's my medicine

Nothing I do is ever good enough
Kidding myself, your love is handcuffs
Nothing I say, nothing I do, nothing I am
Oh-oh, nothing I do is ever good enough
Kidding myself, your love is handcuffs
Nothing I say, nothing I do, nothing I am

Angry, I'm getting older
Sensitive, it's my new placeholder
Worry crawls on my skin

My effort's rotten, my mind's a sin
Your current's strong, you drag me in
You bend my will, I plead my case
You shut me down, what else to say, but

Nothing I do is ever good enough
Kidding myself, your love is handcuffs
Nothing I say, nothing I do, nothing I am
Nothing I do is ever good enough
Kidding myself, your love is poison
Nothing I say, nothing I do, nothing I am

Nothing I do is ever good enough
Kidding myself, your love is handcuffs
Nothing I say, nothing I do, nothing I
Nothing I say, nothing I do, nothing I
Nothing I say, nothing I do, nothing I am